Thursday, June 4, 2009
{ 12:28 AM }
Disappointment.... Today I received a piece of news in which make me really disappointed... It makes me feel how incapable I am.... When we are young, people always said that as long as we work hard, dreams will come through. What a lie...
Rem how my primary 5 form teacher told mum that, people have to study 1 time and Mag has to study 10times in order to be up till to the same standard... How sad is it....
Everytime when I have really high expectation, things came up great disappointment.. Actually, initially I already know the answer yet I wish for a change of luck. I know I did well, at least better than the past, but the result still disappoint me, disappoint everyone... I though perhaps this time things will turn out better for me. But I was wrong.....
Am I really not up to standard to grab the chance?
I really put in my effort in the past?
Or am I always giving excuses to make me not guilty of what I have done.
Many question mark pop into my head.
Now I am really put off... I am afraid...
In my life, I got alot of aims and dreams.
I am afraid I couldn't reach them....
I dare not think. They are too far away from me...
Perhaps I will try to appeal and see how things go.....
Really wish to see bright future ahead of me..
Mess up emotion that words couldn't explained..
Things wil get better...
Disappointment.... Today I received a piece of news in which make me really disappointed... It makes me feel how incapable I am.... When we are young, people always said that as long as we work hard, dreams will come through. What a lie...