Saturday, July 10, 2010
{ 1:28 AM }
Now I am simply LOST... Lost my life, lost myself, Lost knowing what I want, Lost knowing what I like to do, lost knowing my future... Simply LOST!!!
After I am back from Australia, head towards my work directly... Been busy working..
Went for job interview & being accepted by 2 companies.. Pteris Global & UOB.
Actually I am quite glad that I am being selected as it shows my capability.. A Sense of satisfaction...
I simply Miss HuiSan & e rest.. Can go Thailand & shop.. I gt tooo much of committment... How I wish, I can leave Singapore w/o any consideration...
After I am back from Aust... I start to realise how much I miss him..
Yet Problem start to arise...
Sometimes I am thinking whether I *HATE him...
He is making me so mad yet I still miss him..
Though is a short period of time, but it do *hurt..
He is such a loser, sooo inmature...
I am feeling better... Thanks to friends ard..
I pick up myself fast...
Spending lotx of endless nitx out
Out till e pt where I can jus sleep....
Out till e pt that I numb my wound...
Yet nitx is short, morning is long.....
Automatically waking, thinking & thinking & thinking
But scary is that I really lost knowing myself, what I like, I want..
I use to be trap in my own lala *Love land till I lost myself..
Insearch of my life......
Simply tired, mentally & Physically...